do you ever think of what you appear to be? no, not to other people, not to your friends, not to your teachers, parents, etc. but to yourself?

for example, imagine if you were a different person. and you somehow met "yourself" walking down the street. what would you think? what would you say to yourself? would you say - what a loser? fuck you? would you love yourself? hate yourself?

(this isnt an exercise the measure of security you feel with yourself)

but, its also true that it may be impossible to even think of being "someone else"...because the only conception of the self is what we have - ourself. its utterly illogical, impossible- physically, mentally, intellectually, emotionally - to even picture yourself as something or someone else - you truly dont know anything apart from the self. and if you dont know yourself, then it maybe just be even more impossible...